I looked in the mirror today, and I didn't even recognize myself. Seriously. It was really scary. I have no idea when I changed so much when I became this person. I don't know if this is good or bad but I think you should alway be able to recognize yourself because really the only person you could ever truly know is yourself right? Maybe I am wrong. Lately it feels like everyone else has a better perception of who I am, they can see what I am blind to but everyone ones like that right? everyones blind to something or just unwilling to see things. I am starting to ramble. I really just want to have a sense of who I am and be happy with that.